When being asked how we are the common response is a simple “good” because then you don’t have to actually get into it with someone. In some cases if you actually feel like talking to someone you’ll let them know what’s going on. In this case I’m just gonna let y’all know what’s really going on.
Going from living with 3 girls back to my 3 brothers is definitely not ideal. From the gamer rage moments to the piss on the toilet seat it hasn’t been the most pleasant transition. I missed my family but I liked having control on when I would be with them. Do not get me wrong though it is great to have so much support and love around me I am very lucky to have a family like mine but we all have our issues.
Also living in isolation is detrimental to my mental health in a few ways. My friendships and relationships are a big source of my happiness and being without them has me feeling so lonely. We all just had to pack up and leave on such a short notice and losing our spring semester is not what I imagined for my freshman year. Even though I am struggling I am trying my hardest to be optimistic because without this separation it just puts more people in danger and the faster we act the better the situation will get. I am also trying to enjoy this time with myself and work on things I have been ignoring for a while.
When it comes to the school aspect, I am struggling. Being present in class is a big part of what works for me when it comes to my attention and focus. Most of my classes are not meeting anymore and it has made me lose all my structure and routine. I have struggled with transitions in the past because having a good daily practice is helpful for my sanity. I know I am capable and I will move forward doing my best but it will be straining.
Overall this shit sucks but at least we are all in the same boat. Honestly this would be 10x harder if I had to do this on my own. I hope you are all doing great and try to make the best of a hard situation. We can do this.
Taylor Holmwood
English 802 Spring 2020 
I feel the struggle with going from living with people of your gender to your siblings that are the opposite. I have to wait literally 30 minutes per sister every morning for a shower. I’m hoping that this will all eventually blow over and we will be able to finally go do normal things.
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Taylor!
I appreciate how open and honest you were in your writing. It spoke to who you are as a person for sure. From the photo, to referencing the piss on the toilet seat, you always know how to make light of a situation as possible with your humor. Your writing has great voice. It is so down to earth and I love it. I liked how you prefaced your piece with saying the immediate response is “good,” and I hope that as I continue to read these blog posts, that many others have followed in your footsteps of being totally open and honest. As much as this “shit” sucks, you’re right. Continue to remind yourself that you are not alone and that we are all in this together. It takes time of course, but this will become our new normal and things will get better.
Best,
Vinnie
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Taylor!
Uhhhh I already commented but I do not think it actually went through? So apologies in advance if it shows up that I commented twice. Anyway. I appreciate how down to earth you were in your writing. Your writing always has a very strong voice which I love. You are so down to earth and sneakily humorous from the photo representing your piece to the piss on the toilet. I am sorry that you are struggling and this is not how you pictured your spring semester going. You are very right though when you say that we are all in the same boat. We aren’t alone. This “shit” definitely does suck, but we are all here to help one another out. I hope you are able to grow into this new normal and finish the semester off with flying colors.
Best,
Vinnie
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